I want this post to be the last one in this category. I will try to sum everything up in this blog post, at least the most important things I learned. Like a closure to myself. What I like the most about this course were the guest speakers. I don’t thing anyone could have taught us that much things, no matter the experience. I think that, the fact of them being several people leaved me a complete perspective of the management world and the industry in general, rather than staying with just one point of view, regardless of the incredible experience the teacher could have had.
One of the biggest concerns I had starting the semester was my professional future. I am speccing to graduate this December. Starting this semester it hit me really really hard. I didn’t know what I wanted to my future self, specially between becoming a young entrepreneur or making my way into the industry. It did hit me. There’s something personal about me I want to share. I am that kind of person that worries about this things in an unhealthy way. It becomes part of my day. I don’t feel special or anything; I think a lot of students my age tend to have the same problem, but it was like that at least the first two or three months. It was really frustrating to see that there are super successful people in silicon valley that are my age, or even younger. Having this guest speakers let me see their perspectives when they were my age and when they were having the same problems I have and how did they manage them.
This semester was in general hard for me. It was an amazing semester. I had incredible experiences and I had the chance of trying new things. I thing that, we as humans grow the most, or we get the most out of hard or difficult experiences. At least I felt that way. I had religious dilemmas like never before, professional dilemmas and even love/partner dilemmas as well. I found out that I love acting. I found out that I wasn’t secure of myself. I grew a lot, and I’m really thankful with this course. I am not saying this course solved my life, but I do think that this course opened those dilemmas for me to see and guided me into solving them.
What did I choose? I chose to try it. Try becoming a young entrepreneur and learned a bunch of new things in the way, at the end, what do I have to loose? I live really happy with my parents, thanks God I’m economically stable with them. I don’t have a lot of responsibilities. It will be hard, and it could not be the best way, but it is a way. I want to share that we only have one life and it’s ok to be wrong. Nothing is perfect and nothing has to be. We all have people that care for us and we should try to rally on them, we are not alone. It’s ok to chat about this things, even though sometimes you don’t know were to start or what to say. Sorry if I involve you in this conclusions. I’m talking about me and what I learned in this process, hope you can get something new with me.
I found out not a lot of people read this posts, I don’t blame them. It’s something personal that’s probably not in the public interest. If you are reading, nothing would make me more happy than knowing that someone is actually learning something from this posts. If you are feeling the same way and you’d like to chat about it, please please let me know. I would love to help you out.
Time is the most valuable thing we have, spend it wisely.
Thanks TI2011.